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My dearest ... dearest friend Stevie (he liked to be called Stevie instead of Allen) was rushed to Hospital by Ambulance around 9:00am on December 3rd (Saturday). Hospital found him had a very bad stroke and later he died in the hospital at around 7:00pm.
Stevie was a very talented poem writer. There are currently only 32 poems posted on my website http://www.good4us.us but he got many more. While still updating the web pages for Stevie, I'd like to invite you all to join my prayers for his families.
Stevie had no life insurance or saving. Right now, we are seeking donation to help paying for his niche space at Crown Hill Cemetery (Indianapolis, IN). While Stevie was alive, he wanted very much to publish his poems and to let people know that policemen have beaten him wrongfully (police got the wrong guy) and police got away from their wrong doings. Stevie has become disabled since police beat him up 5 years ago.
So, if you like to help with the donation, would you please contact me at webmaster@good4us.us My name is Jessica and my phone number is 317-536-1840. Also, I'd appreciate very much if you can post this message around for me over the web. God bless you all.
You've lied to me so many times, I've known that all along but now it's time to say good bye because I know it's wrong all you do is use me, and you never really cared how much your lies have hurt the love that you and I once shared you run around with other men and expect me not to see so all that's left for me to do, is stop my love and set you free It hurts for me to tell you, that you can't see me any more but you've hurt my heart so many times, that it's already sore I hope that you can find someone who loves you like I do because it's time for me to find someone who's love is true I don't mean for this to hurt you, just to let you know your free and I'm really going to miss you, but we just wasn't meant to be This doesn't mean we can't be friends, it just means we can't be lovers I know you have enough of them, and I can't fit in with the others so if you ever need my help or need a friend thats true just call me up and let me know, I'd be glad to still help you but the reason that I wrote this down was because of your last lie the one that broke the camels back and caused my love to die
There is no way that you can love, if you hate another race. Because the love you think you feel, is lost without a trace. For love to work; you must love all, or it just doesn't count. It's like you say you love a rose, but leave other flowers out. God made us all, we're just the same, because color's just skin deep. And if you think you're better than, your mind is half asleep. So wake it up, take someone's hand, and help them on their way. Because it will take each one of us, to get through another day. And death will come for all of us, and I guess he's color blind. Because he doesn't care what race you are, if you're the next in line.
The other day I was walkin underneath a tree When all once I looked up and seen eyes peerin down at me It was a little bagworm there watchin from on high I wondered what he thought about just danglin in the sky He probably thought that he was bigger lookin down on me Cause here I was down on the ground lookin up into his tree I knew that I could crush him pull him off and step on him But then it made me wonder was he holding up that limb It really made me think about maybe I should let him be Because maybe he was protected by that massive tree And just keep in mind the next time when you lookin up at the sky There are bigger eyes that are watching you then those bagworms little eyes
Coming home from fishing trying to relax I never would have thought they were about to break my back They pulled me over violently and beat in the ground They chased away the witnesses standing all around They never considered innocence as they cuffed and stepped on me They only thought me guilty that was plain to see It didn't take them very long to bring the victim in And for her to point her finger and say that isn't him They finally had to let me go blood streaming from my head And I'm glad that I was innocent because I probably would be dead Now I'm on disability unable to stand up straight I tried to sue the I.P.D. but four years I've had to wait So when you are in INDY make sure you walk the line Because they don't care if you're innocent If they think you did the crime
I use a stick to scratch my back When I get an itch attack. And it's kind of strange to get an itch That makes your body want to twitch. A twig or branch will suffice To get that itch and feel so nice. A tree or pole will sometimes work When an itch gets too berserk. But close attention must be paid Or your skin might peel away. Because some itches are the sign Of the poison ivy vine. And sometimes mosquitoes can be the pain When they try to strike a vein. And fleas and flies can make you jump When their suckers make a bump. So, don't attack that itch with sticks Until you check that stick for ticks.
When life becomes depressing because you don't know what to do Just think of other people less fortunate than you Sometimes this helps the feelings you might have about your life to know that other people suffer with more strife and sometimes it's just your feelings that cause you all the pain because there's nothing wrong with you your just under lots of strain and money is the main thing most people think about but the more money that you seem to have the more you seem to do without I've seen this happen lots of times the rich always want more you'd think to listen to them they were really poor they can't afford to buy the things that they don't already own like bigger cars and fancy furs or maybe bigger homes so you better be really careful what you think about because there are those people that really do without without the food that makes you fat without the cars that burn the gas without the house and all it's bills without the money and all its frills without the killing of a fox without the trees to make a box a box that holds you in the ground for someone else to say they found with all your riches there inside so they can keep that spending stride and build there box for them to stay and kill the fox so they can say all you owned one time is there's and where you are no one would care because a care you never gave except for you, your feelings saved without enough you never had that caused all your feeling's bad when life becomes depressing
A little bird came flying With a little welp It made a crazy landing And begged it's mom for help What should I do when an eagle flies And tries to take my life? It seems everywhere I go these days I'm under a lot of strife The mother bird looked down at him And smiled with her beak and said Fly faster
A flower grows all by it self, no need for helping hands. But to grow in rows with elegance, sometimes takes special plans. Sunshine and rain should be enough, but it takes more to make thim sprout. You have sprinkle lots of love, to bring the colors out. With love and care and sun and rain, your flowers will grow strong. And when you keep them tended to, you never can go wrong. Because flowers are like humans, they need your love to grow. And when you tend them carefully, your love through them will show.
So you walk around through your little life and think you have a choice Do what you want to who you want and dont listen to that voice It tells you who just not to hurt and sometimes what to do But if you just dont listen, all you do is what you want to do And if you think that no one cares, youre making the wrong choice Maybe it is time you start to listen to that little voice If God comes back you never know who hell come back in And when he does I dont think he wants to be crucified again So if you want to take a life make sure it is your own Because when he comes back I know he wont want to go from the womb straight to the tomb
If your love is ending and your heart begins to burn your mind begins to fail you and you have no where to turn why keep on pretending? Just sit back and take your time Start a new beginning just listen with your mind For if you love somebody you'll never cause them pain The more you give them pleasure the more your heart will gain Bring no one your heartaches for if you do you'll find The pain that you are causing is the pain that's in your mind
I'm really proud being able to say happy 25th anniversary day In this world there's many who try but most are alone whenever they cry you've had each other whatever the test and as long as you live I wish you the best I also must say, your a real lucky man that through all of the hard times a woman would stand Lord knows I tried and lost quite a few but one woman stood 25 years for you you also have stayed, and she should be glad cause rich men like you leave many girls sad but your still greatest feat through all the worlds mess is you brought up some kids, and I must confess I would be proud to call each one my own and not one can say they had a bad home so keep pushing forward, you always will know we all stand behind you wherever you go
Why am I so lucky to have someone like you I know that you deserve more than the little things I do Your like a story book princess, but I'm not near a prince according to lots of other people I should be kept inside a fence But when it come to you, you treat me like a king and if I were, I know that I would give you everything I think your really something, with your beauty and your grace and I'd be really proud to take you anyplace I truly think your special with your elegance and style and really hope you like me too, cause I'd like to stay a while stay around and be your friend, your helper and your lover and as long as I have you, I won't ever need another so keep in mind anytime you need someone who cares just call me up, and you can bet, I'll surely make it there But just for you
She told me to go so I did but I shouldn't have so now when I think what she said she shouldn't have to make a long story short I'm going to leave her but how can I leave when I need her and how can I need who don't need me when all she does is comfort me of her I'm not the one she's going to have all this fun why can't she see how I care and how that I'm always there when will our time be right when we learn no one wins when you fight
As the world is spinning, and the stars are shining bright, it's really great to be with you, on this chilly winter night. I'll want your love forever, always close enough to touch, and I've never wanted anyone, or needed them as much. I think you have me hypnotized, not knowing what I do, because I never think of anything, but new ways of pleasing you. But I don't mind your owning, my body, mind, and soul, because only when your with me, does my life seem to be whole. And I didn't even know you existed, until a few short months ago, but now my life is wonderful, because you make it so. I wrote this down to let you know, you've really changed my life, and it would really make me happy, if someday you'd be my wife. But I'd think about it carefully, am I the one for you? Am I the one you really want, to always to married to? Because marriage should last for ever, not end at anytime, so really look me over, before you make up your mind. But just remember baby, I'd be yours forever true, and I'll never want another, as long as I have you.
When it's cold and blowing, the way it is outside. The world is hard and lonely, and it makes me want to hide. I think about your loving arms, and the way you squeezed me tight. And how you've gently kissed me, and loved me through the night. I still can see you standing there, with that caring smile, and the way you'd sometimes hold me, and say I love you all the while. But then I will remember, just how far we are apart. And I know just where it's coming from, this pain that's in my heart.
Those little puppies they bring us joy even when they use our shoes as their chew toys They scratch and bite and claw our legs and when you eat your dinner they stare and try to beg The sneak and creep and try to find another way to tax our minds Their fluffy heads and little tails seem to get their bodies in all kinds of hell but the good they do all the wile is warm our hearts and make us smile So get a puppy you can't go wrong they'll make you happy and your heart grow strong
The smell was some gas, that I had to pass, early one Saturday morning. There was know way to know, and no where to go, from that smell with so little warning. But I kept up a pace and tried not to trace, the steps I had already taken. But wherever I went I was given the hint that the smell wasn't easily shaken. So the next time I feel, the need to expel, I'll remember the fart of the year, and how my eyes started running, and my head felt so funny, from the lack of simply fresh Air.
Sometimes I get the feeling that I'd like to fly away But my soul seems to get heavier every single day But when I sleep I'm lighter and able then to soar until the time I have to wake then back to earth some more But then one day, I won't come back forever in the sky and while I'm up there flying I want no one to cry For all the one's I've left behind unable yet to see of all the birds you might see flying one of them is me
There was a time I can remember I could only see just one But then one day the I.P.D. Decided to have a little fun and they stepped on me and made me see things in another way They thought I robbed Village Pantry and was going to make me pay They stomped on my back and then my neck while hand cuffed upon the ground They stood on me and made me wait until the witness came around It seemed to take forever for her to show up on the scene But when she did she told them all they had done a wrongful thing They had to let me off the ground and then had to let me go But as I did I realized I could see two but why I didn't know I was taken to a doctor and that's when I finally knew my back was snapped and my neck was cracked and that's why I now can see two So if you come to Indianapolis be careful of what you do or Indianapolis Police Department will give you a brand new view
I've turned a trick from time to time but time has tricked me in my mind It seems that every time I'm tried my mind has slipped more into time the more I learn from steps I take just set me up for new mistakes but if I take it all in stride and not get taken for a ride I know that soon with working hands I'll be the one who makes the plans and once the rules are finally set and unknown quota's finally met no one will stand there on that day I finally show the only way to really care without a care and never dare the unknown dare is not to live on any day or care for one in any way
Theres something to know about the pills called Beano The pill that makes your gas stop that without the right expel your body will swell until you eventually pop and just keep it in mind the next time your in line if someone is taking this pill explosions of sorts have been recorded in shorts with vilosities able to kill and when one doesn't know when there ready to go theres only one thing left to do just let the gas flow and be ready to show that the smell in the air was from you
I saw the reflection of heartache last night, in the mirror on our bedroom wall. He was sitting there waiting in the soft evening light, just waiting for my tears to fall. But how did he know I had hurt you, when he followed me home in the rain. How did he know my world had been shattered, and how does he cause so much pain. When I saw the reflection of heartache, he was waiting for my tears to flow. But how did he know about my broken heart, I really didn't want him to know. Now I saw the reflection of heartache today, in the mirror in our bathroom as well. He was standing there starring in the soft morning light, just watching as my teardrops fell. There should be some way I can fight him, to keep him from coming around. Maybe if once more you'd hold me, and keep me from feeling so down. Or may be I can just confuse him, make him think I'm happy and free. Whatever it takes to repel him, and make him quit following me. Now I see the reflection of heartache, in the mirrors on every wall. And every time I look in his face, he makes one more teardrop fall. But maybe if you could forgive me, and make me feel wanted and loved. The reflection of heartache might leave me alone, and go back to where ever he was. Because I see the reflection of heartache, in the mirrors on every wall. And every time I look in his face, he makes one more teardrop fall.
A box for things that you have But you don't know what they're for. Things you can't get rid of Or you'd need them even more. Things you've had forever And are special to your heart. Things you wonder what they're for, Like you wondered from the start. Things you'll probably never need But if you ever did You'd know right where all your things are, At home in this box hid.
So your thirtieth birthday has finally come, and it's made you a little sad. But I want you to know that in thirty years, time has done nothing bad. Your beauty grows with every year, and I can hardly wait. Each day for you to come back home, because you look so great. And each year you just get better, it seems time is your best friend. And I hope I'm with you forever, because your beauty will never end. I guess I'm kind of selfish, wanting you all for my own. But as good as you look, I can definitely promise, I'll always come back home. And I'd have to be pretty stupid, to ever set you free. So if you don't mind, I'll keep you forever, always close to me.
When a person can teach you justice, and the total way of life. Walk with you in darkness, and still show you the light, he's the kind of person you'd like to be your dad. And that is why I'm saying, I'm proud your the one I have.
I've been abused most all of my life, and it won't work anymore. The last time I tried "sticking it out" she ended up being a whore. I love you a lot and need you much more but theres something that I have to say with all of the work that I do around here it seems sometimes you might like to play you think I'm a toy, you can turn off and on but there's something you ought to know If you keep flipping the switch and leaving it on there's nothing to do but to go and now you say your wanting me out, and I guess there's not much I can do but I want you to know, with all of my heart, all I ever wanted was you. So the next time you feel like mistreating do it to somebody else, cause if I end up having to leave you'll only be hurting yourself.
A bird pooped me on a rock I was left there just to rot The sun beamed down then And I started getting thin The Gypsies found my butt to keep me half alive And took me to my mother's where I could learn to strive Four sisters took good care of me and taught me how to cry But then I started growing up and knew I had to try To learn a way to teach myself to be a perfect man And all my life I've worked on it And did the best I can So far I've failed with all their help That everybody shared But most of the time I've really felt That no body really cared But now it seems I've found someone That is better than the rest She's going to show me how to live And how life can be the best But after all this happens And we're running out of fun When I became perfect We know her job is done
Theres times in life that treat you rough it makes you sad and makes you tough you feel as thought no one would care your dreams are lost, your love is bare but then a ray of hope comes through It kills the doubt and stops the blues your feeling like you've found a path to help through life and help you laugh It's with a friend you've found the way they give you strength and help you say If not for you, I'd still be lonely So just for you, I'll be yours only because things will change in peoples minds but love is ever lasting and when it comes to you Christine you have me for the asking
There's not to many things in life, that help you on your way. And the problems that can take your breath, get worse now every day. And when you think about the waste, that's put into the air. You'd think that with expected breaths, might cause you to despair. How can you cut down anything, that makes the air we breath,' You'd think that if you needed air, you'd try to save the trees. But thats okay, go cut them down, just stop and think about. Who's going to tell our children, when all the air runs out. And when they ask who cut them down, or why we never thought. Or did we ever talk to them, or had we ever fought. I hope that you are still around, among the very few. Because I know if I'm alive, I'll send them all to you.
Without war there would be no peace Without love there would be no hate Without good feelings there would be no pain Without the sun there would be no rain Without good there would be no bad Without happy there would be no sad Without a beginning there would be no end Without an enemy there would be no friend Without forever there would be no time Without belongings there would be no crime Without bondage there would be no free But without you, there would be no me
How many times would you leave me, if I let you come back again. How many times would you hurt me, When you know that I am your friend. How many times do you think I can take it, giving you all of my love. Then having you walking away from me, not caring to me what it does. Do you think that I have no feelings, not caring about what you do. Do you not care about how you hurt me, with the things that you put me through. There's been times when I thought it would kill me, not having you here by my side. But after so many rehearsals, the feelings begin to subside. Your right when you say I'm uncaring, that my heart is made out of stone. But remember who did this to me, it was you and you all alone. I'm not saying that I wouldn't help you, or that I'd ever turn you away. But my life is coming together, and I'm planning to keep it that way. So I care and I'll love you forever, and remember you as my best friend. But I can't let you keep on returning, just to walk out of my life again.
The way that you make love to me, is always like a dream it feels so good to touch you, that it makes me want to scream Just to have you kiss me, will make my heart pound fast and when you really love on me, I don't know how I last You seem to have the power, that really makes me want you and I'm always thinking of you, no matter what I do and when I fantasize dear, theres room for no one else Your all I've ever wanted, so please keep me for yourself and if you ever need some sex, or just a little kiss remember your the one I love, and the only one I miss
My dearest ... dearest friend Stevie (he liked to be called Stevie instead of Allen) was rushed to Hospital by Ambulance around 9:00am on December 3rd (Saturday). Hospital found him had a very bad stroke and later he died in the hospital at around 7:00pm.
Stevie was a very talented poem writer. There are currently only 32 poems posted on my website http://www.good4us.us but he got many more. While still updating the web pages for Stevie, I'd like to invite you all to join my prayers for his families.
Stevie had no life insurance or saving. Right now, we are seeking donation to help paying for his niche space at Crown Hill Cemetery (Indianapolis, IN). While Stevie was alive, he wanted very much to publish his poems and to let people know that policemen have beaten him wrongfully (police got the wrong guy) and police got away from their wrong doings. Stevie has become disabled since police beat him up 5 years ago.
So, if you like to help with the donation, would you please contact me at webmaster@good4us.us My name is Jessica and my phone number is 317-536-1840. Also, I'd appreciate very much if you can post this message around for me over the web. God bless you all.
-- I am creating this blog to remember my dearest friend, my very best friend and my "better than a husband" friend, Allen Stephen WInters (he liked to be called Stevie). Stevie died at the age of 49 on December 3rd, 2005. :(
